How could i be so happy and still feel so messed up inside.
Ive broken all the records for the unhappiest man alive
and spending time with you is like having a needle in my eye
so how could i be so happy and still feel so unhappy inside

Maybe i was wrong for thinking there was something there for me
Maybe its not about the truth cause the truth coulden’t set me free
maybe theres a million people who could feel the way that i do
but it dosen’t matter now – i still got a thing for you

How could i keep on laughing just to know we didn’t try
put out all the bridges but instead we stoked them and feed the fire
over my shoulders the smoke and gloom that hangs in the air
so how could i keep on laughing when i know the bridge isn’t there

Yes, i know – i have uploaded this song like six times – and yes, i can play other songs by metallica. No, i will not care if all you can do is tell me i play it wrong or not well ( i am only responding to the douche bags – you know who you are ). I am simply fucking around and doing what i do. If you dont like it, go away.

Yeah, Smashing Pumpkins Rock… i herd this song on pandora one day while i was feeling really down and out,.. and well, it helped alot

enjoy

I screwed up in a couple spots, and the audio is crap as usual. But hey, what are ya gonna do right? I had done a take right before this and it was perfect except all you could here was the stereo and not me. so of course the second shot sucked. oh well. enjoy!

Cause i am such a bad ass